A submissive husband who convince his wife to begin a LFA / FLR marriage feels great guilt:
I’ve come to the conclusion I’m far from a satisfactory submissive. At the moment I’m finding it a struggle to serve my Mistress 24/7. There’s a conflict within me which won’t go away.
On the one hand I enjoy being V’s servant and I’m elated whenever she acknowledges my servitude. On the other hand I’m finding it increasingly difficult to find the willpower to complete the numerous tasks I’m now expected to perform on a daily basis.
V has become increasingly demanding. She’s also become increasingly critical of me when I don’t perform to her satisfaction.
Our love life is virtually non-existent. Certainly, my sexual desires are not a consideration and this is becoming increasingly frustrating.