As a Domme / Top or Submissive Male / Bottom, which kinky act really squicks you?
- Golden Showers?
- Strong Humiliation / Degradation?
- Intense Pain?
- Confinement / Bondage?
- Some Other Act?
- Nothing!
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I am not sure of the definition of the word squick, but I enjoy submissive fantasizing. I like to imagine that I am tied, nude, in a standing position. A strong leather strap is around my upper chest, and there are ropes (chains?) from each side of my body to hooks in the ceiling (or a wooden ceiling beam) that hold me in place. I am wearing a gag in my mouth, foam earplugs, a blindfold, with a hood over my head, a leather dog collar around my neck over the hood, and finally a pair of hearing protectors over the hood. All of this keeps me from seeing the woman who will join me later, or from hearing any noises she might make, or from asking her to stop punishing her slave. I am wearing nipple clamps with an adjustable screw so that the clamps can be made tighter. I am wearing a strap around my balls, and a weight is hanging below my balls. Around my upper thighs are straps with a D-ring. Around each wrist is a leather band with a belt buckle fastener, and each band also has a D-ring. A length of chain goes through each of the D-rings, and is fastened together with a padlock. Locking the first padlock is easy because I can use my second hand. Locking the second padlock using only one hand takes more time. Nearby is a large butt plug, and a tube of lubricating jelly. There is also a whip with multiple strands waiting for her to use. Oh, by the way, the woman who will join me has not helped me in any way. She has told me to go to the basement, and get ready. Once I have locked both padlocks, there is nothing to do, except wait for her to join me. The keys to the padlocks are on a shelf in plain sight for her, but they are out of my reach. There is not a pre-arranged time. She might decide to join me soon, or she might receive a telephone call from a friend, and join me later. I cannot tell how much time has gone by, she will join me when she wants to join me. Because I am wearing two layers of hearing protection, I cannot hear her footsteps on the staircase. She could be nearby, and I will not be aware of her presence. She will do something to let me know that she is here. It might be adjusting the screw on the nipple clamps. Or, she might add lubricating jelly to the butt plug, and force it into my rectum. If she does this quickly, it is difficult to relax my anus, and the size of the butt plug always makes me feel stretched. I hope that she will move the plug in and out of my anus, but she prefers to leave it in place. Because I am standing up, and the plug is lubricated, it is hard to clench my anus tight enough to keep the plug from falling out. Or, she might use the whip on her slave.
Or, she might just un-lock my hands and leave. The last way tells me that she allowed me to tie myself up, and fantasize, but that she was not going to participate this time.
If I served a dominant female, in my fantasy, I fantasize about being tied up in the same manner, and two women hitting me with whips at the same time. Whipping me front and back. This would be unexpected, and because I always tie myself up while wearing a blindfold, I would not know the identity of the second woman. In the future, I would never know whether I would be in the basement with the woman I served, or a different woman, or more than one woman. When female friends visited in the future, I will not be able to tell who was whipping me in the basement. Being tied up in the basement would never be about sex, and it may, or may not be about punishment. But, it would definitely be about bondage, and waiting for my woman to keep me company in the basement.
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